I realised that i'm a bit sensitive towards not very positive (or at least doesn't sound positive) words lately. So, I shall make an official declaration to avoid any future 'spoiltbratoutburst'. I'm sure most ppl realised that my EQ level is not very fantastic. Still learning still learning.. Until then;

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I, Michelle Tan, am super sensitive towards 'not-very-encouraging'  comment/words/statement/whatever as of today. Eh wait, as of the start of my fourth year of pHd, which was September 2008. Example of comments (whom someone said today), yes you!

me: want to do work.

the person: ya, meh? <-- really felt like, ya meh? u will do work meh?

Please impart ONLY positive goodness to this research student. I may not look it, but I am quite stress (at times, but prefer being vain than stress) with my work.

If any party have problems expressing encouraging words, please just get the h**l away from me ignore this spoilt brat who expect friends to be encouraging. Oh wait a minute, friends ARE suppose to encourage. Rephrase that: please ignore this spoil brat for having SUCH expectation. That sounds a little sarcastic too. *ahem*. Please ignore me. I rather be ignored.     

Thank you.

ps: I'm kecil hati, and I admit it.  

Yours sincerely,

(Michelle Tan)

spoiltbratwhomonlyfamilyandchongcantahan       

FINALLY bought My Flight tickets home !!!

Singapore Airlines! Gonna be on the new Air bus 380

*YAY*

NOW, it really feels like i'm going home next January 2009!

18th January 2009 to be exact!

Reaching home, Kuching on the 23rd

I'm sooo happpppyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!

Did i tell you that i'm sooo happy!! *happy* *happy* Yiippppiiiee!!

Ok, think I've made my point.   but i'm just soo happpyyy

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On 'OK' stuff,

Just had a meeting with my boss, the big boss who pays me!

Let's just say that the meeting has some ''ok-ok''/positive outcomes.

I can see the 'light' in my PhD suddenly.. please oh please don't (the light la) don't disappear on me again. ok?Ok la, if you (the light) want to disappear once in a while in the next two months, you can, but must remember to come back when the time comes. Else, I'll ask my Father to make you come back!

*mental*

There'll be new things to learn again next week. But before that there'll be some 'begging' to do..

TELL me that I can do it! TELL MEEEEE ! *desperate*

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He led me here, He WILL lead me through!

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Random: I Love Heels!

  I HOPE YOU ALL EAT UNTIL FAT!

MUA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

FAT

FAT

FAT

FAT

wa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

love,

 Jealous mad sadistic bitch

oh, that feels good!

Blues have now turned Pink

OK fine, knowing that you all are meeting up sort of.. *cough* makes *clear throat* me miss you all *cough*

Some very very very VERY old photossss:

and one new one (stolen from brenda)